.love.of.an.angel.

talk to me

Saturday, July 11, 2009
3:43:00 AM

overheard this song over the radio and it suddenly just struck me. she sings exactly what is on my mind. every single word, every phrase. please listen carefully.

i always like to express myself in words, but this time i shall let stefanie sing for me.

from me to you.

and you may not believe me when i say this and even find it ridiculous or impossible or even impratical. but i still want to say. i will always love you and there is a place in my heart where i've locked you up. i've enjoyed loving you, caring for you and it was nice meeting you that night. i've always remember how we met and even that cap you were wearing. and i wont forget everything that you said, some sweet nothings and of course some reality checks.

i remembered that night you hold me in ur arms and said 'we still have another 60 years together.' that is the sweetest thing anyone has ever said to me.

thanks for the memories.

i know you will be alright. you have always been the stronger one.

.this is angelpeg.

Friday, July 10, 2009
3:25:00 AM

i was in sydney last night. i whispered," good night b sweet dreams." hoping that somehow it can reach your ears. been doing that everynight ever since i last kissed you 'good night' which was 25 nights ago. and last night i cried myself to sleep. i just miss you so much. and i wanted so much to message you but i didnt.

i know you want your time and space now. and if you want to, you will contact me. i guess i just have to wait. i have time.

时间不能让你忘记疤痕，时间只能让你习惯这个伤疤。

although i didnt watch P.S. I love you with you, that movie always reminds me of you. reminds me of how much i love you and for who you are. i just cant say goodbye yet..

.this is angelpeg.

Tuesday, July 07, 2009
1:59:00 AM

p.s. i love you

.this is angelpeg.

Thursday, July 02, 2009
6:59:00 PM

feel so damn tired now.. shldnt have slept at 5am that night.. felt a bit of jet lag after paris.. that was the most tiring flight to date. our morning call time was cancelled indefinitely due to aircraft engine problems. but we resumed duty 6 hrs later. reached airport and ended up waiting to board the aircraft. we reached the airport at 1530, but we took off only at 2230. lolz.. we were stuck in the A380 for about 6hrs.. we were running up and down looking at each other's 'damages' in paris..

there was DAMN LOT OF SALES in paris La Fayette. but i only bought my bag. cant wait to bring it out this friday.. heez.. thinking of going to this FIRESTATION that is open by one of my crew friend. but see how it goes..

going to GEYLANG and have durians.. hurray! though i have an ulcer in my mouth, i still want to have.. haven had durians for ages.. heez..

looking forward to friday..

.this is angelpeg.

Sunday, June 28, 2009
12:31:00 AM

been counting the days from when we last saw each other and last contact.

been avoiding myself.

been running away from reality.

been living in denial.

trying to find things to do that will make me happy. but cant seem to find any. i even bought the miu miu bag, after much hesitation and thinking of his advice. but the bag failed to make me happy. pretty sad that i need to rely on such material stuff to be happy.

fighting the tempation monster. it is telling me to call u before i left for paris and sms you to tell u i reached paris safely. argh! did u even worry abt me? think about how im doing?

maybe you are not coping well too. or maybe you are doing much better than me. i still worry about you. whether can you sleep at night, does your back still aches, do you still have headaches.. really miss taking care of you and really miss being there for you..

feels like im living in denial for not thinking about us, not thinking about you.

i just really miss the two of us when we were together.. i miss me when im with you..

i miss you..

.this is angelpeg.

Sunday, June 21, 2009
1:53:00 PM

have you forgotten about us? forgotten about our love? forgotten how happy we used to be? or is this just a one way street?

if you think u will regret this then why are you doing this still?

.this is angelpeg.

missing you so much.. wanna hear ur voice.. miss our bed so much.. miss watching tv with you.. miss all the things we always do.. though not much.. worried about your appetite and hope you are having ur 3 meals on time.. trying very hard to fight the urge of not calling you and texting you.. der's so many things i want to tell you.. but maybe u aint interested to know..

hoping that you will tell me im wrong to think tt u want a break up..

hoping that you will tell me that you still love me..

think im going crazy..

cant believe where we are now.. kept thinking about the things you said that afternoon at lunch.. i dun even know was it you saying those stuff or just someone who looks like you..

leaving for work later.. so wanna hear ur voice before i leave.. but dunno whether i should or not..

.this is angelpeg.

Friday, June 19, 2009
1:58:00 PM

you came into singapore and we had lunch.

we didnt have much time to talk cuz u're rushing to go back.

finally we have a conclusion.

it's time to take a break.

you broke my heart when you first mentioned that you want a break up.

that is the last thing i ever want, i dont want to let you go.

you said you dont want whatever happened last time to happen again.

you said maybe you are not ready for relationships.

you said maybe you have not grown up yet.

you said if you're not the one for me, you dont want to waste my time. cuz we aint getting younger.

what am i to do now? i dunno wat to think wat to say wat to do.

i dun want to go your place and pick up my stuff. i dun even know where to begin.

i cant believe this is happening to us again. i really thought we have gotten over that incident.

apparently not. i thought our love has grown stronger. but you think otherwise.

maybe i should let you go.

maybe i should move on.

maybe you are really not the one for me.

just maybe.

if we really break up now, i dont think we will ever get back. how are we gonna survive 2 break ups? it's just too painful.

i know you want to break up. and giving each other time just sounds better and less painful.

baby i love you, and i always will. and i will pray for you, wishing you well at work and health.

.this is angelpeg.

angelpeg

a.simple.girl.who.is.
troubled.with.life.
confused.by.emotions.
beyond.man's.comprehension.
searching.for.understanding.
hoping.for.forgiveness.

miracle me

companion:
MarshMallow

fragrance:
i love bvlgari omnia

career:
officially a high-paying flying waitress

accessories:
i want a T&Co bracelet/ring

hair:
long black hair and with a twist

target:
earn more money

love:
i love my marshmallow

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